Sometimes I wonder why the f*** I still speak to you.

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because im afraid theres really a God. Everything everywhere around everyone i find reasons to say f*** it...

Am i so ugly no one will ever love me???

Im still in Love with my X wife..cant get close to another women,,been 3 years

I'm over 200lb, a Marine, very strong, a combat veteran. And my little 104lb wife beats me. Nobody knows what a loser I am.