I just found out I'm not the father to my child, broke my heart. I just want to crawl in a ball and cry

My father is going to pass away soon. Im not sure what I should say to him. I want it to be perfect.

It's not going to happen..

I hate Money. It's ruining our relationship. Why can we just go back in time and just care for each other in the simplest form?

Jealousy,envy,cruel intent are all results of a tortured soul trying to divert ones own pain/dislike of self upon another,blindly only creating their own wounds