You suicided in front of me. That's no secret. My secret? I hate your fucking guts for ruining my life just because you were too weak to live yours.

No job in a year. Just went thru 4 rounds of interviews at a co w/ 2 high powered woman. They were bitches. Was glad I didn't get the job even tho I am broke.

I'm really tired of it all...try to keep my head up but the BS is holding it under. Is it wrong to feel this way? UGH!

I find I'm not all that interested in sex anymore. I'm bored with it and nothing gets me worked up anymore.

I wish we could be together again. I miss the taste of your mouth. xoxo