i think of you from the moment i open my eyes in the morning. no matter how hard i tried i can't stop..it's real.

When you left me, I wanted to burn that field of tulips we talked about. Now I just want you to stop haunting my dreams. That field has been long plowed under.

A church deacon molested me. I prayed for his death. God does hear all prayers and he died slowly, painfully of cancer. I piss on his gravesite almost weekly.

i have been practicing diaper folding on a stuffed animal, i can't wait until you get here!!!

i'm starting to get worried about admin, it's been days since he posted a new secret....i hope he is okay!