you were my best for real,forever freind, i got sick, "ms" they say... you left our special freindship, me alone,now i want you to hurt ...

I feel as if I no longer have a heart. It has turned to stone. I have seen people die that should not. I have seen people live that should not.

I have testes cancer,my wife has cervical cancer,thats when we knew we werent ment to reproduce

I haven't had a close girlfriend since I got married 5 years ago. I don't think I'll ever have a BFF again, and I hate it!

Tomorrow I am checking into a treatment center for eating disorders. Im addicted to binge/purge. Today is and eating marathon. I'm happy/sad its my last meal.