After my dad got custody of my younger sister i didnt hear from him for 5 years now everytime i look at him i feel like he never wanted me

It's been 2.5 years. I miss you so bad. You'd be ashamed at how they all compare me to you.

you would never deny me, but to embrace you to only let you go... would only oppress and for this i can not bring myself to ask.

I secretly wish we would run into each other so I can pretend you are not there. In my dreams we are together and i hate you for it ! U WERE special to me once

We've said "I love you" to each other more times in the 3 months together than my ex and I in the last 10 years.