I am scared to become a real father to my stepchildren.I love them to death, but Don't want to get close enough to get hurt,if i lose them.

even though I'm trying to be a better person,I feel like destroying my ex-wife and ex-best friend for betraying me.

I caught a hopeful glimpse of an imagined future with u. U left without a goodbye and tore my heart from my chest. I still feel your gentle kindness. I love you

everyone thinks im so together, but really im extreamly unbalanced.

I am very afraid of my ex husband, he sucked the life out of me 11 yrs. ago and I fear he will do it again!