Is my love not good enough for you anymore?

I am a bitch to other women because I am always intimidated and feel threatened by them . I feel I always have to compete with them. I want to be their friends.

For as long as I can remember, every time I see a hill or mountain I imagine myself climbing it.

My mom admits 2 favoring my drug addict- convicted felon sister over me.I have a college degree & a family.I will always hate her for it.Everyday I cry over it.

I love you, no amount of time or distance will change it. You say that now you love me too, but you won't talk to me. My heart is shattered...I am so alone...