I dream of having someone who cant keep their hands off of me and someone who longs to be held, caressed, to search and find all of those sensual places...

I know I said it was okay with me to join in the swing lifestyle, but I didn't count on it hurting so much to hear you say to her "your my heart girl" to her.

I watched my girlfriend eat another girl out once. Now I want to see a girl sit on her face while she's tied up.

I wish that the world would end in 2012 so I could be with Jesus Christ. I really don't want to live my life and I have no hope for humanity.

I'm scared because I'm happy. I think it's all going to end. Last time before you left I was so happy. I just wonder when it's going to happen again. I love you