I was looking for another girl because my ex gave me no attention even when I begged for it.

We always tell each other that we'd kill ourselves if the other one died. What I don't think she realizes is that if it weren't for her I would already be gone.

My grandmother (in her 40's) jumped off a bridge and killed herself. I'm approaching my 40's and I'm afraid I might lose it as well.

I've lost my purpose in life. Stay for smiles and music.

I keep a loaded gun in my nightstand since I caught her cheating in our home. Just in case I can't make it through the night