I find a way to be sexually attracted to every man i meet. your husband, your father, your son. Then i try to find a way to sleep with them.
I hate myself.

I sleep with the tv on because I can't let anyone know I need a night light

Sometimes I daydream myself into a situation where death or life in jail is inevitable, and forget for a second that I'm just daydreaming

I tell you that I love your mom, but when she invites me places and I feel like I have to say yes, I secretly want to stab myself in the eye with a fork.

I secretly want to be a boy for a day, just to see what it's like to have a penis.