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I want to hate him for what he has done. Instead I hate myself for continuing to love him and want him.

I want to hate him for what he has done. Instead I hate myself for continuing to love him and want him.

 
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Hating him or yourself isn't going to make things different or better...trust me.
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damn,what did he do?
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Dump him, and become a carpet muncher, girl on girl is sexy.
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hate is easy, love takes courage. you can still see his good and love yourself but stay away for your own health.
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My child's father steals the baby's milk out of the refrigerator. WHen it's gone: IT"S GONE: I can not buy more except once per month when Grandpa takes us for groceries. We are shut ins.... I'm not the original poster. but this is a true story. My man was a Food Adict. It is a true. It's a branch of Over eaters' anonymous... I never knew such a thing existed. it could be worse, Girl friend. ... He's gone now. ... but... always around, as he is my child's father. ... sighs. He'll probably die anyway. I guess. It does not make me happy. I try to save him. but he has to want to save himself...you know? He's very morbidly obese. It makes my heart sad. He will steal laundry quarters to buy soda pop. this is what an addict does. so incredibly strange and sad...
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Another man used me to cheat on his fiance (I was unaware that she existed until he moved away and I called information for his new phone number... )... I seriously want to become lesbian. I always was bisexual. but, wow. I've had terrible luck (Story above) and this post. Terrible men . bad me. they use me.
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I could relate. Sometimes I wish there was a pill you can take to erase the memory of the person who hurt you...
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^Yeah, me too...:(
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I've felt this way too. Much, perhaps all of this is due to low self esteem. I thought there would never be another. I still feel that way. I hope it is different for you.
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