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Mom and dad I never really understood why you left me with my grandparents.I hated you guys over the years for that.I just wanted you guys to love me was all.I haven't spoken to either of you in years I want to tell you I love you both with all my heart I miss you I hope to see you again one day.Grandpa I never got to say goodbye to you or to grandma I was too late.Your buried side by side next to each other just like you both wanted to be.I love you both I've been missing you both dearly over the years I'm going to see you guys soon and pour my heart out to you both.

Mom and dad I never really understood why you left me with my grandparents.I hated you guys over the years for that.I just wanted you guys to love me was all.I haven't spoken to either of you in years I want to tell you I love you both with all my heart I miss you I hope to see you again one day.Grandpa I never got to say goodbye to you or to grandma I was too late.Your buried side by side next to each other just like you both wanted to be.I love you both I've been missing you both dearly over the years I'm going to see you guys soon and pour my heart out to you both.

 
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A lot of good that will do....
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I love you. You sound nice.
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That type of rejection is a fence that can't be mended and destroys you from the inside out. Let it go!
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talk to your parents life is too short
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That is some deep stuff man. I wish the best for you.
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How did this poster get to post such a long secret? I'm lucky if I can fit mine in at all!
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Uh, good luck with that.
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God bless you.
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At least you had two people that did love you. Remember that.
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Everyone has regrets and thoughts like these. There will be a time when you will be able to see all your loved ones again. God will make it so.
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At the time, it was probably the best place, I hope someday they have the chance to explain, and you can move on. good luck. God Bless You.
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hopefully not soon,,,theres more to love and be loved ...trust me
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My grandparents pretty much raised me. Both my parents had their own agendas during my younger years. I have forgiven my parents and are a part of their lives now but Nan Nan and PaPa will always be mom and dad as far as I'm concerned. The memories they've given me will always be held near to my heart. May they both rest in peace. Until we meet again.
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This is sad but its not a secret
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