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I broke into a house when I was 18 and killed the dog to impress my friends.  I still weep for him and cant forget.

I broke into a house when I was 18 and killed the dog to impress my friends. I still weep for him and cant forget.

 
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I truly believe that there is an Earthy trilogy consisting of humans, dogs, and cats. We need to take care of each other. The dogs and cats have upheld their part of the pact, we need to step up and do our part. I'm so sorry for the Baby that was killed. I hope you do what you can to help the other souls that God has given us to love. On the other hand, if you made this up to get a reaction, I'm with the rest of the writers.
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I HAVE HIT AND KILLED TWO DOGS BY CAR AND I CAN'T FORGET EITHER
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Your evil will haunt you forever!
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Actually I feel good just knowing at least it bothered you since it seems so many don't have a conscious anymore...carry on it's over now and you can't take it back
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No shit...you're a f***ing psycho man. I suggest counciling...
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You my friend will be haunted till the day you you die.. Karma will be relentless to you... Go tell the neighbor and ask for their forgiveness and then ask god to forgive you for being such a douche, Dump your f***ing idiot friends too...
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God=imaginary friend. To u dog killer, I wish the same upon you.
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Thee three ^^^ are asshats. Clearly you realize that killing that dog was f***ed and you feel terrible for letting your adolescent need for acceptance convince you to do something so senseless. f***ing teenagers never get anything right. . .
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Please, sweetheart, talk to a therapist or counselor. This will never leave you until there is some closure. This could seriously destroy you emotionally if it hasn't already. Also, please, make sure you have no further inclinations toward animal (or people) abuse of any kind before you are ever put in a position of responsibility or authority over any living being who are less powerful than you.
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you motherf***er i would take you out in a minute if i had a chance take a bridge b****
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you were 18 dude..let it go...
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I find it so funny that so many people are going off at this guy who is clearly remorseful and matured, and telling him to either die and rot in hell, or to torture himself about it until he dies. YOU PEOPLE are as bad as he was at 18! At least he gets it and feels bad about it now. Ignorant, unfeeling morons.
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You will experience some Bad Karma in your future. Don't ever buy a dog and fall in love with it..You Jerk.. I don't forgive you . At 18 you were old enough to know better.
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worse than killing a person. Dogs are pure innocence.
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psycho kiler! I hope you are tormented over this until the day you die & then go burn in hell for eternity
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someone needs to kill you!
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I'm glad your sorry for doing it. I agree with the person who said to donate as much as you can to animals. Volunteer at a shelter. Try to help the unwanted/lost animals. You may feel better someday. At least you know it was wrong!
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HOPE IT HAUNTS YOU ALL YOUR LIFE !!!
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IF YOUR TRULY SORY TALK TO JESUS AND TELL HIM YOUR TRULY AND HEARTFELTLY SORRY AND ASK FOR HIS FORGIVENESS IT IS HIS DOG YOU KILLED BUT IF YOU ASK FOR FORGIVENESS HEARTFELT SORROW ANDASK JESUS HE CAN TAKE AWAY YOUR SIN AND MAKE IT AS IF IT NEVER HAPPENED AS FAR AS THEAST IS FROM THE WEST
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If you truly are hurting, you need to confess to the owner. You also need to start working for the local animal shelter. I personally think you need a bullet in the head.
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I FORGIVE YOU
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Normally I would say the past is the past, leave it behind, but... that is f***ing horrible. And you where 18, youth was not an excuses for something so terrible. You should see a therapist, this is very disturbed behaviour.
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I HOPE YOU THINK ABOUT THIS EVERYDAY UNTIL YOU DIE. I HOPE IT TEARS YOU APART.
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well just face it your going to hell get over it and have fun. I did
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that's horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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People like you make me quite imbarrassed to be part of the human race.
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I hate people like you. You think it's funny to harm such innocent things. I hope a dog mauls you and rips your face off someday.
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donate to the animal shelter as much as you can
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you and that dog will figure it out later, maybe with a mediator(god, krishna, or whomever) move on. That's what you were put here to do
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repulsive story, i wish i never read this
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f***ing sick
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Donate your time and money to animal shelters is good advice. I saw that mentioned above. Really bad thing you did. But, learn from it.
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I hope you feel bad, that animal didnt do anything to you. I had to put my 14 yr old pet down because of illness 2 years ago and still get sad about it but at least I did the human thing...it wasn't MURDER!
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Congrats - u get the DOUCHE Bag Supreme award. So if u feel so bad make up for it. May I suggest donating ur time at a Humane Society shelter?
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Ignore these asses, you do need some therapy, though. I agree with above to volunteer at the humane society or something, it will be good "punishment"...teenagers do suck.
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I agree w/ volunteering at an animal shelter. Refer to the Buddhists view of Karma and the steps you can take toward owning up to your bad deeds. Also, since its best if you can come to self-forgiveness, look at your life at the time and realize what was really going on for you. Figure out how the dog is a symbol for you now. This is a deep learning experience. Would it help to adopt a dog and give it all the love that you wish you could now give to the one whose life you took?
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Karma is Hindu
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im sorry for you and the dog. ask god for forgivness.go to the local animal shelter,donate a couple bags of dogfood, and adopt a dog thats been there a long time. now take this new dog home and love and charrish and spoil in memory of the dog who's life you took .make this new dogs lifeas good as possible.give this dog a good new life. this is your chance to redeeme yourself. anew life given for a life taken. good luck.
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I hope the killing was swift so that the pup didn't suffer. You must make amends and volunteer at the animal shelter. You need to pay your debt!!!
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how sad for the dog.How cruel of you, they are right you should suffer mentally for the rest of your life
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you will rot in hell. a dog is as defensless as a baby. how could you.
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people make mistakes. i'm so sorry you have to live with that.
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ditto ^^
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You f***er.
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Yes that was a most horrible thing to do but you must forgive yourself. Try volunteering at an animal shelter and care for other abused dogs and maybe you can start to feel that your "making amends" for what you did.
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I used to kill dogs as a job. I was an animal control officer for the local police department. Under orders,dogs that were caught without tags were immediately killed and the others that had tags were kept two days then killed. I had over 400 kills before it became to much to handle. Now I can't have pets in fear of hurting them.
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at least you admit it, alot of people do stupid things at 18, im sorry, i understands your sadness
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You need help!! That is the most God-awful thing I have ever heard
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Hopefully telling this secret will give you closure and allow you to forgive yourself. Your remorse and grief are a good thing.
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Here is a clearly repentant guy, suffering over his stupid barbarian behaviour, and he is being flayed and dissected for it?You people are as disgusting and repugnant as he was as a teenager. Good Xtians too, I imagine?
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Remember how you feel about doing something so callous, so that you can feel empathy for others.
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"I find it so funny that so many people are going off at this guy who is clearly remorseful and matured, and telling him to either die and rot in hell, or to torture himself about it until he dies. YOU PEOPLE are as bad as he was at 18! At least he gets it and feels bad about it now. Ignorant, unfeeling morons."Amen, my friend. Well said.
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Ask God to foregive you........ it's the only way.......
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FUCK YOU ASSHOLE
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Serial killers start with animals! Stop breathing!
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Agreed with ^
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Stop casting the f***ing stones, he is asking for forgiveness, he is still weeping for it, why can't you negative people get it through your head that he is sorry for what had done. Teenagers do stupid things, its cruel to kill a dog but you can't change what happened you can make it right by be compassionate to animals and people. May love and peace be with you, son.
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ITs a f***ing DOG hes sorry about it so all you people get a life
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i just cant imagine how the owners felt when they came home and found their family pet ,not just dead, but bruttaly , intentionaly killed for no reason what so ever,ya teens do dum ass shit, god knows i did my share but that is f^@$^d up but thats what you have to live with i hope you do find peace with it some day
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As long as you know you were wrong and you're sorry for what you did, you're forgiven. That dog is in a better place anyways...
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you suck. and blow.
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It's horrible but if you are remorseful and would now never do anything like that again then you're ok.
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