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My neighbor started giving me OxyContin a year ago to help with my back pain.. Im addicted now and am scared as Hell.

My neighbor started giving me OxyContin a year ago to help with my back pain.. Im addicted now and am scared as Hell.

 
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What are you scared of? Dying or having that drug screw up your life? Are you afraid it will destroy you? But you say you don't want to quit 6 posts up... You don't want to quit but your scared as hell....that's addiction talk, it's senseless. You need to realize that and then you can begin to seperate yourself from the addiction. Follow others advise and systematically reduce your intake. Start cutting back, find something else to do besides thinking about oxy. Cook, bake, jog, walk, tennis, swim, ride a bike, paint anything to occupy your thoughts. Days will seem like weeks at first...but that is a sign you are winning the battle. Be strong, you can do it.
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Good luck, heard it is a wicked drug. If you continue, you will really damage yourself, beyond repair.
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You should've gone to your own physician.
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I was too. nothing to be scared of. you just cut back and quit. tell your "source" to stop giving them to you as well.
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I totally know how you feel, if i had an unlimited supply of Oxycontin i would be taking it everyday untill i died. that being said, Oxycontin is one hell of a harsh mistress and must be treated with the utmost respect. Once youre under her spell its hard to break, but not impossible if you slowly take less and less. Oxycontin has been my mistress for almost 3 years now, and we have never been closer.
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I wish I could take less, I started not knowing they were addicting (a LONG time ago) and now I am f***ed. The REALLY sad part is that I dont really want to stop.
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I abused Oxys for a few years-I started with a little 10mg sliver at first just for kicks, not knowing how addictive they are. Then eventually snorting about 4 to 5 80's a day at the end. But I kicked it on my own. No help. The withdrawals were horrible..ugly dopesickness. I often wonder how I never ODd. Not to preach, but if you really want to quit, you can. But truth be told-- I still think about being high on them quite often. Lovely buzz....
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Not a real drug? What constitutes a real drug?
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^ Shit that grows naturally and doesn't have more adverse side effects than positive ones. Half the drugs they spend billions of dollars to create f*** you up more so in other ways than the cure is worth. Mankind is really f***ing up what nature does... uhm naturally.
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get help instead of living in fear!!
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look up the drug Suboxone , and find a doctor that will prescribe it to you. It worked for me
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hillbilly heroin is wicked .get help now do whatever it takes to get clean. it will kill you eventually. i lost someone who meant the world to me. good luck
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All you can eat buffet there....
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Geez you people are weak that's not even a real drug. You are addicted because you want to have a problem to talk about.
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Back in 'Nam, we did the real shit. - Rambo
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