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I was raped 6 years ago and I have sat down and plotted his murder at least 20 times over the years, but haven't come up with a flawless plan yet.

I was raped 6 years ago and I have sat down and plotted his murder at least 20 times over the years, but haven't come up with a flawless plan yet.

 
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Find a support group. He is still eating up your life and you deserve to let this go. Yes, hate him. You deserve happiness again. *hugs*
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You don't have to lift a finger on that jack ass. What goes around comes around and I've seen it happen time and time again so just know, wether you see his fail or not, something is going to happen to him that's actually way worse than the rape itself. I know, my abuser died the same year I was graduating. Keep moving forward and do the right thing. He'll get his.
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Get a pig or dog to eat all the evidence.
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Break into his appartment with a taser, wait till he comes home, tase him and drag him out. Drug him heavily, and take him out to the woods. Grind him up with a chainsaw, and bury the remains. Seriously, it is that damn difficult?
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OP here- I went to counseling for it a while ago and it helped. I can still see his face sometimes and remember it so vividly. He didn't even orgasm because I was crying so hard the whole time. I thought the homicidal feelings would go away as time went on, but I still want him dead and I don't know what to do about it. It's hard living with hate in your heart.
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okay seriously? A Taser? Do you know how hard it is to get away with murder? Shed be a suspect because shes already told the counselor. One hair, one partial print, one fiber from her clothes thats matched to her, blood in her car... The crime investigation people are way too smart these days. Watch forensic files. I do every night. Although the pig or dog idea was a good one, I think youd need a few of them at least though to get rid of it quickly. And then youd still need a solid alibi. Honestly dear.. take the above advice and let it go. He will get his. Maybe not in this lifetime but in the one after he'll get his judgement.
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I think it helps you to think about it, who am I to deny you the simple pleasure of imagining all the things that f***er deserves? But let me give you a little something to think about Love. Ice. You can freeze it into any shape you desire. I melts so that there is no "murder weapon" to be found. And You can't lift fingerprints off a puddle of melted ice. Think of all the options you have! Ice dagger. Ice baseball bat. Ice ball to bludgeon him with. Ponder that for a few. I believe few things in this life. But I DO believe what goes around comes around. Things have to even out eventually. So good luck with your murder plot, but if you never get around to it, we understand. I hope you can eventually get over if. Never forgive, but try and forget. Forgiveness is for people who actually deserve a second chance. Not him. -Sam
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Keep planning! Wait till the right time.....then BAM!
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^3 up Wow - was that Maya Angelou?
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buy a woodchipper.. invite him over... "accidently" push him in... hey it worked for the old chick on joe dirt...
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Be careful what you write on here. Never know whos redaing this stuff. Law enforcement?
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OP here- Ok, so we're thinking taser then chainsaw, ice-weapons, and a woodchipper...got it! As for forensic files...been watching for about 5 years now. Thanks for making me smile about the situation.
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Throw him in a barrel of acid... no evidence left. The problem would be getting that much acid and not be suspicious.
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Ohhh...Ohhh...Pick Me! Pick Me!!!
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Murder is not an answer, nor a justification.
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Patience and intelligence. Go for it.
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If you don't kill him remove his penis. He will suffer as long as you did.
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