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 been married 12 yrs and have slept with at least 10 men in the last two years. My husband knows about 3 and still wants me to stay.  i dont know why i do this

been married 12 yrs and have slept with at least 10 men in the last two years. My husband knows about 3 and still wants me to stay. i dont know why i do this

 
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you may be suffering from,borderline personality disorder.
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your husband obviously has no sack.
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OP here, not that anyone cares but to want to understand alot of childhood abuse DOES not go away it stays with you. When you are treated like nothing you become nothing. As a child if you are assulted in your mind its all you feel you are good for. I guess i feel sex will give me love and most men will say they love you. some women believe them, stupid huh?? I dont know why my husband lets me stay. I hate the pain i caused and everyday know i need to free him. he feels sorry for me, he knows inside i am a kind person and would help out the sick, the homeless and do whatever. You know to you assholes sex isnt just about sex. I know my husband probably only feels sorry for me at this point. i have no where to go and he says not to leave, i know most of you are men responding and you have no idea the pain of abuse stays forever. i dont think i love my husband anymore but have no one else
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Oh my Lord. You guys are unbelieveable.
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If you truly have borderline personality d/o, as you claim, they do make medications to treat it. Why don't you seek out professional help with all the free time you spend torturing your poor husband by having sex with stangers? Personally, I don't think it sounds like borderline at all, I think you're just selfish and like to make excuses to justify your behavior. You are aware of your issues, yet you do nothing to improve yourself. You know that sex does not equate to love, yet you continue to engage in the same destructive behaviors. I really have no pity for you, only for your husband, who sounds like a kind man for staying with you. If you care about him at all, or have some semblence of decency, you'll encourage him to divorce you, so that he might have some chance at happiness.
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want to make it 11 ?
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You f***in Whore, Slut, Cunt You hurt him more by staying than leaving.
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lmfao
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op okay then , glad you are all so perfect and sinless. For the ones who call me names chances are you are being cheated on yourself, poor fools.
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Oh, good show OP... That comment is exactly why you are where you are, and you're at where you're at! Go get some help, and him too for that matter, before 15 yrs go by and he's sueing your lazy ass for your half of the kids college education. Because that's where this all ends up. And by the way, get your head off of your twat and make something of yourself.
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Wanna make it 12?
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LOL!!!! ITS EASY!!!! YOU'RE A WHORE!
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Look up and explore the cuckold life style. It might be right fir the two of you.
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You sound like my ex. Married just as long, I know of three. Last one was the last straw. Why did I stay? Same thing as OP posted I guess. I know what a screwed up childhood my ex had. IT's easy for me to forgive. Sometimes the human psyche makes us do all sorts of things. I've moved on, but I am still not happy in life. Looking for my groove I guess.
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ok - I'll settle for being number 13.
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I wouldn't f*** that nasty infected twat of yours but will spank off n shoot it in your eye! Skank. Your nothing more than a cum dumpster.
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