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Nobody knows that my neighbor raped me. It was my 2nd rape, and 4th time being forced against my will sexually. He said he loves me.

Nobody knows that my neighbor raped me. It was my 2nd rape, and 4th time being forced against my will sexually. He said he loves me.

 
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I would have to say that most of the responses hit the nail on the head. I've been sexually assaulted once, and raped once. I was sexually assaulted by my neighbor who was 21 when I was 10. He tried to touch my privates, and I took off. Years later, I was raped. I realize that I put myself in the compromised situation by being with only one person I trusted in a group of people. The person I trusted drank her way into oblivion and left me with the other people present, I was forcefully tied up and raped. I will NEVER allow myself to be in ANY compromised situation again. When you're truly raped, and you truly feel violated, you protect yourself against it at all costs.
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I was molested by 4 different men before I was 15. 2 years ago, I was drugged and date rapped by 3 "friends", one of them being an ex of 2 years. How dare you people even insinuate her being the problem in this. People are douche bags and seek out victims. Honey, you need help. This will always follow you, always be in the back of your mind, there will always be flash backs.
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I'm a guy, and I was molested, humiliated and raped by my Aunt when I was three. I've always been sexually attracted to women way older than me, because of this. My Aunt hated my Father, so I think she did it to be vindictive, and f*** up my life.
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This is my secret. I was raped my 1st time at 18. Too drunk to resist. Then I felt like a used piece of trash. I saw him again. He forced oral on me after he got me drunk again. I didn't remember that until one night, high on coke he forced his cock down my throat. I left him and thought I was smarter. I was self-destructive. After 2 yrs of marriage and a neighbor 'friend' visited I was raped by him. I didn't dare tell. After he kept telling me he loved me. He would even cry. I told him to F off or I would tell. He moved. I knew it was my drinking. I still drink, but not with others. That was 22 years ago or so. I have sought help. I am just healing now. That is why I posted this. It is just now not haunting me. I hope you understand now.
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