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I'm preoccupied by the thought of dying alone and childless.

I'm preoccupied by the thought of dying alone and childless.

 
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join a club or hobby.
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Me three. Join the club.
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me 4, about 20 yrs ago i got my girl pregnant and she had an abortion, i think that was the one, i hate myself for it. i have a cousin who is a real lowlife scumbag but he has 2 kids, never married the mother and owes a ton of money in child support........go figure
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My girlfriend miscarried when I was 25. That child would be 21 now. I often wonder what he/she would have been like? I would do anything just to enjoy one moment...their first date, or going fishing. I have so much to give.
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I knocked up a prostitute 24 years ago and I asked her to have the baby. I wasn't sure it was mine for obvious reasons. Without asking or even telling me she had the baby aborted. Since then I've been married and divorced. No kids.
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I see these lonely old folks in the park or the mall, and wonder what lies ahead for me? I really don't like working, but the thought of retirement scares the hell out of me!
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...into a sock or an old glove.
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I do too
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I like the above advice, RE: television. However I think the internet can be just as isolating. Now if I could just pull myself away from this site.
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The bad thing is even if you have kids or are married, the chances of you still dying alone is very large. Particularly if you're a woman. Meaning kids have their own lives and your spouse will die someday.
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Anything is possiblt.Put yourself out there to meet people.Right now,it is crucial for people to connect.the world is at odds.
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I have plenty of hobbies, but I too, feel that I'll die alone and childless. I wish I had more friends.
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Wow Im sad for you, I will be your friend, my dad and brother died I miss them daily and its been over 10 years. Not a day goes by that I dont think about them, I wish I could have been there holding their hand when they passed.
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Try jerking off once in awhile
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You are not alone. We are all with you.
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Well, I have had a lot of relationships, and none of them worked out, but when I see the epidemic of divorces in my familly and elsewhere, I don't know that this is so bad! Hey - it is what it is!
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I am "in the zone" of dying alone and childless, and at this point, it does not look that bad! It's better to be "alone" than to be trapped in an unhappy marriage "because of the children", or living in a studio apartment with a hotplate and a microwave because you're paying a mountain of child support, or to have your kids turn out to be nightmares. I have lots of nieces, nephews, and little cousins, and that's enough for me!(M 66)
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