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Your not the first soul I have taken. We call it in the line of duty. I do not even know your name. May God forgive me, as I never will forgive myself.

Your not the first soul I have taken. We call it in the line of duty. I do not even know your name. May God forgive me, as I never will forgive myself.

 
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and exactly what did you think was going to happen when you enlisted?
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I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I can't imagine how that must feel.
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Please forgive yourself! Think about how many of the people you saved because the ones you took. "In the line of duty" you are our hero!
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I'm a Vietnam vet myself. I killed nine North Vietnamese regular army soldiers. It doesn't bother me because if they had had the chance they would have killed me. I used to visit Vietnam after the war and once in Hanoi I was buying drinks for a ex North Vietnamese soldier and for no reason he burst out crying. He told me he had killed an American soldier and until he met me he was proud of himself. He met me and now he's sorry. I told him he was only fighting for his country and to quit crying. I bought him a few more beers and he was ok. In your case its bothering you. Remember you would never have killed those guys if they had not been trying to kill you or another American.
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y is it that when our governments have problems...innocent lives get destroyed..why can't our presidents just fight one on one with "their" own enemy? u guys r really..really ____________[fill in]
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2,740 Americans died in the September 11 attack. Do you think the terrorist are crying over those lost American souls? President Bush had to do something. We thought he was right, we re-elected him. I still feel we are safer because of you. Thank-You
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HELL YEAH FOR OUR VETERANS ~PwnMan~
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Yeah, I don't think it's anything trained to Marines, I think there are just different breeds of ppl, I can usually pick out an army guy from a Marine. Even retired guys. Anyways. You shouldn't feel bad imagine the guilt you would carry had you not shot one and they killed your buddy... You did the right thing. It doesn't matter what politics were involved or why we were there, we were the one's that were sent there to do a Job that was hard and we did it, and some are still doing it, regardless of why. Because you support the guy on your right and he supports you and you do it for the one's that came before you and for the heritage you will leave for those that come after you..
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Lets have a big "HELL YEAH!" for our veterans. Thanks for everything and very sorry you had to go through this.
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My husband is a career Marine, but he's never been placed in a situation where he's had to take a life. I imagine that he'd be feeling the same way. No one joins the military specifically to kill people, and America wouldn't be the country it is if our service members didn't feel regret over killing others. No, the terrorists probably aren't crying over the Americans they kill, but they aren't us. Thank you for the service you're giving, and please make sure you allow others to help you get through your experiences.
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God bless you Friend.
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Thank you for protecting us. I'm sorry you feel you cannot forgive yourself...but you did the right thing.
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i forgive each and every soldier that has taken a life under command even thought im against the war since day one and im a ny'er
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I'm a Marine, and I've done the same. ZERO guilt here. None. Maybe you're army, they don't beat the pity out of soldiers as well as they do for Marines. Semper Fi!
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War is a vicious animal. And for a humasn to take another life I would imagine would be horrible. Although Soldiers are put in a position of survival. One must take a life in order to protect the innocent. Our American Soldiers are the Saviors of our way of life. Be proud my friend not ashamed, May GOD BLESS YOU!!
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your a good soldier. try to forgive yourself.
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Stay strong brother - I know how you feel! (U.S. Army 1969-1972)
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