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I wish the poor abused,neglected and lonely inner child of mine would finally die and let me have control of my emotions so that i can finally live.

I wish the poor abused,neglected and lonely inner child of mine would finally die and let me have control of my emotions so that i can finally live.
 
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me too
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I can so relate to this post.
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yeah
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It's all a choice. You can do it!
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get over it and move on. we all have some crap we have to deal with!
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It can't die as long as you are feeling sorry for your self.
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I'm going for help in the next week.I have my reservations about it.Good luck to you!!
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^ So true! What's happens in childhood and adolescence stays with you, whether you know it or not. I am fighting even now to overcome it!
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Same old "whoa is me" stuff. Shut-up, please and you aren't deep. Only a little creepy and typical.
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once you realize that you are not that child anymore and become yourself life is great, not always easy but great non the less, i was like that for a long time, finally let all my inner demons go, and now i can understand why i held on to them for so long. best of luck to you
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I agree with the others that you must seek help. It will not be easy but the rewards will be greater then the pain. The best gift you will ever recieve is letting go. Good luck and God Bless!!
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woe is me
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You are beautiful and loved! Sometimes we come away from our childhoods broken and disillusioned; things that happend in the past does really affect you long term.
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My life as a child was pure hell also. It seems to take a life time to get over it. Find a way to help a child today. (Big Brothers/Big sisters etc.) We cannot change the past for ourselves. But we can help others suffering today.
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How one is treated as a child can actually Change the wiring in the brain!You dont just get over it if its severe.
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