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I want to have just one person in my life that I feel comfortable talking to about how I really feel. I must appear so angry, but I'm just tired of pretending.

I want to have just one person in my life that I feel comfortable talking to about how I really feel. I must appear so angry, but I'm just tired of pretending.

 
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This is my life! I am bipolar
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Pencil abuse is a crime. P.S. stop pretending to be straight, everyone already knows your a cocksucking faggot.
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I think we all have our moments, sometimes I put on my happy front and other days I know people can tell, it is a sad smile I wear.
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Everyone pretends all the time. It is called diplomacy. Usually I express my most private thoughts through people i meet online or on message boards like this one. I come here almost everyday just to let my mind flow.
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Then start talking.People WILL understand!
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No everyone doesn't pretend all the time and frankly no one needs to anymore. You can talk to me OP. I get you and feel exactly the same way. I am glad to know there are others out there who aren't ashamed or afraid to feel and be authentic.
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Are you the Easter Bunny?
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You can be authentic and still be diplomatic.
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3 up; must be a chick.
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Um, 1up, you say that like there's something wrong with being a chick. You know, about half the world are one . . . And without chicks, you wouldn't have been born.
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orgasm, all those feelings get released.
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WOW. I can relate so much to your post.I am trying so hard just to be my AUTHENIC SELF. I don't ask for any help, I just want to handle my life and take care of myself in my authenic way that brings me joy.I run into so many who don't want to accept or either try to make light of me trying to live my life without wearing MASKS. Good luck to you. I am not giving up and you shouldn't either.
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Many people do not want to hear the truth. Sometimes people will think you are a dick when you are trying to live honorably. Sometimes it is ok to wear a mask.
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You don't have to say everything you feel. Moderation is not lacking authenticity by necessity.
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EVERYONE should have someone to say what's really on their mind without being judged. I have a few people that I vent to and they vent back. We all have horrible things that have happened, are happening or will happen to us. That's life. But, having someone to talk to freely really helps. If everyone had that special someone I think the physc drs would go out of business.
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1 up: that is fine to have someone to talk to. But humans being humans, you cannot share your deepest darkest secrets with them. Especially if it is really taboo or erotic. I would have never shared those kinds of secrets with my lover. If you break up they can do whatever they want with your skeletons, which is certain to happen. I would rather just keep those conversations with people I meet online behind my computer
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call dial-a-prayer.
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