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My heart has always been broken, but this has to end for her sake. My hands will waken in love or in blood. I prefer love, but both deserve me. Happy New Year.

My heart has always been broken, but this has to end for her sake. My hands will waken in love or in blood. I prefer love, but both deserve me. Happy New Year.

 
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rose colored glasses taken off
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how do both deserve you?
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That is incoherent. I don't understand what your saying.
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Nope it doesn't have to be either or. Sounds like you are in an extreme spot that you feel you can't get out of. Seriously, if what you are saying is that either she loves you or someone dies then you aren't looking hard enough for another choice. I know the pain of a broken heart and it can seem unbearable. But we all can live through it and love will come again. Forced death, suicide or homicide only brings even more heartbreak and I sense that is the last thing you want. Don't get swept up in that tornado. Grab hold of something and hand on until it passes. It WILL pass.
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I could have written this. Classic choice tween creation or destruction. Been there and the truth is there is no "right" path. Whoever broke you deserves you. Whoever sees who you are and embraces it all deserves you. I hope fate gives you a break, but if it don't, make your own. Happy New Year;)
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Love is wanting what is best for who you love, which can only be determined by that person. If it is best that you are not part of this person's life, then you will walk away because you love that person. Don't sacrifice yourself; live well to honor them.
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cop out
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The more I awaken the harder it gets. Life is intense and FreeWill even harder.
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Gosh yes it is. I think it's funny how compelling FreeWill can be.
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How's it going? tattoo girl
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tattoo girl here...Are you still around?
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How are you now?
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^ooo me too. I'm currently nibbling on a chunk of double gloucester with minced onions and chives. you?
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^silliness...
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^makes a good sandwich spread.
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^just have those mints ready afterwards.
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I'm a mess
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you're a mess? You're in good company then. I'm hard at work acquiring the skills needed to externalize my mess. I'm f***ing sick of holding it in and scaring off the few people I've let in. What a world. How bout you?
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Such a strange thread on this secret.
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2^My wish was heard...by whom?
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^Somebody who cares. Otherwise I would have seen something unrelated. Making a wish I think is best like fishing with a creaky old-timer. Cast your line, be still and wait, move and try again if it takes too long.
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^ A smile on my face...thank you.
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^Those are infectious. You're welcome.
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I like cheese and their is a window to my soul inside my refrigerator.
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You have other tornado postings on here?
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No, but one might as well have been mine. Hijacked with only token resistance. Where would you put a marriage tattoo?
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I know what you meant and what you're feeling. Please don't give in to what you know is wrong.
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^That's kind of you. Definitely done giving wrong.
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The tattoo I would get now would help relieve the pain I feel now in my heart...the marriage tattoo would be above my heart. Like a phoenix who has risen from the ashes of a broken love and transformed into a new and stronger love...same man, same hope...I wish, I wish, I wish...
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^ You on a throne, hand raised to a bird circling high overhead in fluffy white clouds. It's not my place to grant wishes, but apparently yours were heard. For what it's worth, they don't all get heard.
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Care to explain a little OP?
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^Nope, that's it. Just needed to say it in a safe place.
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I <3 TORNADOES!
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I prefer love too! Time for another tattoo...
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^Are you the one from a few pages back who doesn't want a wedding ring?
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Yes
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