I am a female and my best friend who just happens to be a guy commited suicide Nov 7th was a year ago. I still wish to this day I would have had the chance to tell him I truly loved him so very much
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Where did you go David? :(
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Because of you!!!
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I've obsessed for 45 years, you or I will never really know. Give up on it and be happy with what you've got.
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This is so sad. Glad you have moved on physically but it sounds like you soul is still hurting and searching for answers.Perhaps there are no answers. Suicide leaves those left behind with such hurt, sadness and questions. Guess he didn't leave a note. They must have had some real reasons for ending their life. So sad. Hope your heart can heal.
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does "why" matter?
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OP here. "Why" doesn't matter but I just can't understand it. We were not together for 12 years beofre this happened we had both moved on and kept on living. I guess he shot himself in front of his then girlfriend. Yes my soul is still hurting and I believe it always will. This guy was the first I ever really loved. I looked for him for years and never found him until i found out he was dead. Well thanks for hearing me out.
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At least you know that you looked for him. That means you tried to reach out. This is sad but you sound very smart and sounds like you have a good life. Give him a small little area in your heart as if he was your first love, that is so special. Live your life to the fullest in the present and create happiness for yourself. Thank you for sharing with us.
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obviously ur not together he is dead
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1^ I said we "were" not together then. Duh...I guess your just looking for someone to hand you your dipshit sign. Well here's your sign :)
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3^ I can relate to what you said. I also had an old friend who died about a year ago that I should have said a LOT of things to. That is so sad when someone takes their own life. At least you were his best friend and I bet you had a lot of fun together. He must of had deep rooted problems. Don't beat yourself up. We all do the best we can with the knowledge we have at the time. Sometimes if people don't share with us, we are in the dark when something this terrible happens.That is why I am so thankful there is a Suicide Hotline contact on this site. Good luck to you. Move on and make his spirit proud of what you accomplish in this world.
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