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I have been trying to make a connection with my ex live in girlfriend anonymously through the Internet. She MUST contact me first.

I have been trying to make a connection with my ex live in girlfriend anonymously through the Internet. She MUST contact me first.

 
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She is an ex for a reason. Steer clear.
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why MUST she?
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if it's anonymously and through the internet how will she even know its u? seems kinda asinine to me...
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I want an apology from her and in my small town nothing is anonymous, really. I kind of am addicted to the missed connections forum on craigslist. It's like a drug. It snowballs.
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at like a man, for christsakes
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Just a thought......How about you just be honest, real and authentic? Stop the game playing and show your true self?
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Great. Is your number still in the book?
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Never
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The door will never be shut completely.
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interesting edit job
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^where do I apply?
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^2 can I use you as a reference?
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sure
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Interesting characters indeed and beautiful country....One of my favorite haunts.
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Don't you mean favourite? Have you written anything lately? ~M
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No...Gaining inspiration as I write these words. Do you like to hike? The trails in Southern Ohio are some of my favourite. ~ K
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And I wonder if I ever read your posts on CL? A space filled with broken dreams, loss, and some really romantic inspirational poetry...go figure...I wonder who you are?
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^yes, I love to go hiking. Not so much with strangers from the Internet, though. I used to post on CL, but I got kicked off. Too many posts, me thinks. Now I just read them. Many coincidences between there and here. Funny you mention southern, Oh and CL. There was, just recently, killings in Oh from CL adds. One body was found in southern, Oh woods. Btw, keep wondering. There are about twelve million people in Ohio. That ought to narrow it down some.
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^Okay, well..that was definately not what i was thinking..no need to wonder anymore.
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And I get it...I got it a year ago..takes one to know one ;)
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So do you live on the west coast or east coast? Or somewhere inbetween? ~K
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And I do like your witty nature. ~ K
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Somewhere in between. A land called Ohio. It is a place filled with all sorts of interesting characters. Only one of me, though. Is K an initial? Yours, maybe? Somebody else?
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Yes...is M your first then?
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I knew you were from Ohio...that I pieced together....
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other than play on the internet, that is...
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I still love you, babay, I mean baby!
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No I don't
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Yes..see..you are looking for a T.F. M. So are you still obsessed? Thinking every poster is her or a friend of hers? Did you ever talk to her in person? I stopped talking on this thread...actually because Im not here to pretend I'm your lost luv...but you had a quirky style and I liked that. ~ K
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I'm not obsessed. Like I said up further^ this thing took on a life of its own long ago. No, never talked to her and I haven't seen the woman in years. It's long over. I had a lot of time on my hands when I started this stuff. I use it as a way to express myself artistically and to purge repressed emotions. ~M (I like that squiggly line thing!)
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Thanks...I am writer also...just scrolling through the posts now...prefer it to watching the tele.
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Ive been on both sides of this coin...and the verdict...I'm glad I reached out. It's obvious she's still on your mind. But is it an obsession, or are you really in love with this woman? Figure that out first. It didn't pan out for me, and it has been difficult. But it sure as hell is better than when I was fearful of expressing myself, and it was all bottled up inside. And venting here or MC, is not that. MC is the pergatory for lost and 'missed' love.
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I will not contact her first. I think she knows what's up. I think it is up to her to reach out because I don't know what her reaction will be. It could be very, very ugly. If she is aware of my game playing and everything I've said she knows she has nothing to fear. I've made myself known to her, unlike her team that remains anonymous. She might be totally oblivious, which although incomprehensible, is possible. This game has been going on for quite some time now. Come to me dragostea mea.
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Oh please there were so many characters on that post! And no I am not your love, because I didn't get dumped, but I am a good folder. Really...a few people as vampires, batman, a wolf...people looking for s's, c's, elizabeths, k's...which one were you?
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I am the OP as they say. I was the one speaking in Romanian. I am the OP of this post as well. The object of my game playing affections(T.F). involves craigslist mc's as well. I believe that she or someone she knows is hip to this game and The game continues...Until the miracle happens. I want to save you from the DARK, baby. Do you believe in miracles?
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I'm the one who had fun with your post...sorry. Best of luck to you.Lycanthrope
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So what do Lycanthropes like to do for fun?
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We're all goin' down in 2012 anyway. Just sayin'
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So perhaps it is the game you love, not the ex live in girlfriend. When will you let her in on your game?
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I'm pretty sure she's already in on it. I want to kiss her. I wish I could kiss her right now.
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Hello? Hello- oh? Anybody there?!
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What is the first initial in her last name?
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F as in I really FUCKING MISS HER!!!
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^word
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nevermind
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Well come on that's what you get. Does anyone really find their lost luv on here. You know how many m's, t's, k's, r's, h's...you get what I'm saying. Wait are you the guy who thinks every post is from what's her name Tonya or something? Get a hold of yourself man. I get it, really I do, but it's going to take over your life...reach out to her for real! Not just in this cyber world! Ok? You probably won't listen to me anyways.
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No, and it already has taken over my life! This obsession has taken on a life of it's own.The GAME is my obsession. I don't seem to recall any r's or h's...hmmm? Somebody I know? Somebody I know of? Maybe...
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I do like the picture however, and I bet you do know some r's or h's. Don't we all!
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For the love of the GAME...it really is for the best?
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M
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That's a start!
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i wish this was for me ...
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Maybe it is? T?
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Hey! Whoever said M, stop talking bout me!
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Let me here a... K?
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I think you're right. My bad. She was very good at sorting cloathes however, and an excellent folder! I miss that.
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^hahaha, your helplessly rediculous.
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SO you loved her when you wrote the message but changed your mind as ou read the comments.. Do her a favor and DON't contact her. You are obviously not all there..
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Nobody's perfect
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Anyway,I was provoked! You folks like to stir it up don't you? I wouldn't be doing this crazy shit if I didn't want to see her again.I'm sorry for the outburst above. OK?
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Tell us her initial, or yours...
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She doesn't owe you shit! You MUST move on with your sad life!
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Believe me she is the one with the sad, sad life. Her tragic misfortune and the tragic misfortune of others is directly related to her pathetic decision making, immaturity, and irresponsibility. Sad indeed! If you people only knew the sorted details of this womans life. I must be under divine influence to even consider talking to her. She is cute though!
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^It sounds like all you have is contempt for her. So just LET HER GO. I agree with 2^, get on with your own bitter life.
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you're right
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Thanks for the input group!It has helped me think a little more clearly. This kind of reminds me of the original Bob Newhart show.
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"If you people only knew the sorted details of this womans life." I think you meant to say sordid.
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CL = cock licker
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She is not going to apologize, or try to connect with you via any means. You need to let it go!
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Yeah, but then what am I supposed to do? It's my hobby! Nah. I think I'm going to keep it going.Not so much with the romantic crap, but more in an advisory capacity. I know. I'm freakin' nuts!
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mIGHT WANNA THINK BOUT STORING THOSE NUTS, JEEVES, WINTER IS A COMIN.
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Hey your caps lock is turned on, man
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If she owes you an apology...she probably won't contact you first, because she's afraid of your reaction. Believe me I've been there. And CL won't work unless you're extremely detailed, and then still probably not, believe me once again I've been there. Man up and reach out to her...you only live this life once!
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why do we get addicted to CL? i am too, it drives me crazy, i keep going back for more!
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^Only total losers get addicted to CL!
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^ take it from one !!
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That's a full of shit game. Great way to not get what you want and be able to blame someone else for it. Let's see, escapist with no sense of responsibility...what a catch.
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I have expressed emotions that are real and that I had buried, but they are not based in reality. Reality is where the problem lies.
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3^ my deepest sympathies
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Why Should she apologize?
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this goof want to put himself out on CL for the taking, after he describes himself. THEN he hopes his ex will see it and exclaim OMG !!! my prayers have been answered...then when she meets him, and sees who it is, she will kiss his ass-( after she climaxes)
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yes, pretty much.
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Are we human or are we dancer?
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So you lure her in promising what, sex,lost love and wanting to reconnect? And THEN expect her to apologize? She's out there glad she dumped your sorry ass!
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I dumped her
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