I feel so... meh... I wanna start over with my life. Run away, get a new job, new friends a new life. I'm 30 and ready to begin living. Where do I start?

I have many regrets in this life. I wish i could forgive myself.

i wish i could talk to you mom...i miss and love you, i remember you like yesterday.

when i look into our son's eyes i can't help but fall in love with you all over again....

I'm alone, but I'm starting to think maybe that's not such a bad thing.