I'm torn between continuing to try or just giving up on this. I want to be with you but I don't want to feel like I'm wasting my time.

9/11/09 this is the end of a eight year cycle for me. I plan on shinning every day from now on like I never have before.

i would give anything just to be in love again...

I miss you like the sky is falling, and I've done everything for the past 8 months to avoid these feelings.

He was attractive, sexy, funny, a great lover....but he was pretending to care. He was a player.