I think I'm transparent and people know how lonely I am. Feeling vulnerable is worse than the feeling of loneliness. I am alone 90% of the time. It's unhealthy?

boyfriend is fucking a fat married chick he works with at the airport in Pensacola. Everyone at the airport is fuckin and they are all whores JENNY

I don't know how to relate to anyone. No one I've ever met craves intellectual stimulation as much as I do. It's more fulfilling than any drug or relationship.

The time is right.

Why can't I stop dreaming about you? This is so fucking weird and sexy at the same time.