I feel like an imposter-I work in an office all day and go home at nite-rip of my suit & smoke fat blunts of chronic and watch spongebob.

I thought I was doing the right thing staying w/ you. I wish I had left you years ago. Even though you are sober, you are still a jerk.

Today my best friend I've been in love with told me she knew the whole time. She used me to deal with her guy problems. Now I don't care about her anymore.

i am raising my white flag to you, i surrender my heart, my feelings, my all, to you. i love you. i just hope you'll love me to. i want to be lonely no more. CR

I feel so lonely I just want to die. I wonder if anyone would pull me out of the water if I were drowning.