I feel sorry for all the past secrets that get forgotten about after a few pages. Poor secrets...no more responses, no more decoding. And Time moves on.

I just wanna get high and drunk and forget about it all.. at least for a while. But I don't, I should thank my bf for that. He keeps me sane.

I have new eyeglasses. Bifocals at that. At least it makes a pee-pee look bigger.

i found you half dead in the street as a kitten. i saved you. finding you dead in the street as an adult was one of the hardest things ever. i miss you<3 mybaby

I pray that while I wait, everything I accomplish in this lifetime is for you. I want to make you proud. Future husband, I love you so much already. Love, Me.