My girlfriend has a husband. SMH

I'm nearly 17 and have never had a boyfriend. I constantly worry that ill forever be alone.

FWB is not my thing. It has been years since I had a LTR and miss being woken by my love giving me oral pleasure.

I want to work, but I'm terrified that a job will fall apart like everything else in my life.

Even though you're gone I still make coffee for you every morning and clean around the toilet every day.