I have the ablity to see people clearly. Their true light or dark side. Their secret self. It cost me the love of my life. We all want our secrets...secret.

You should have waited. I wanted the exact same thing, why couldn't you see that? You should have been open, we would have been perfect. I wish you well..

You were my best friend, Eli. Your liver failed and I blame myself. I think about you everyday. You can never be replaced. I'm so sorry boy, i feel so guilty.

Everyday I feel like a train wreck!

Things were not working out between us, so I left. I regret this, but I don't. I just miss holding someone.