I am afraid I'm going to go to hell for the way I'm living my life!

I have no friends and the loneliness brings me down so much

The full moon makes me really horny.

I feel that there should be more to my life that what I have. I am afraid that as I get older I won't be able to do the thiings that I think I should be doing.

Everyday before work, I masturbate with my shower head. Even the days I have sex with my boyfriend!