Tomorrow I am checking into a treatment center for eating disorders. Im addicted to binge/purge. Today is and eating marathon. I'm happy/sad its my last meal.

I've been hurt before. Many times. I think we're in love. Things he says scares me. What if its not just fear of the past, what if it's a womans intuition?

I'm a happy and sweet person, but I tend to be overbearing and bossy when I get too comfortable with people. It ends up pushing them away before I realize it =/

I made a wish, I wished my bff would come back to me.....but that one happen once we crossed the sexual line it was all lost....

I feel so much when I paint, and cannot help feeling like a fraud when it's complete because I can never find the best way to make the image fit my feelings.