I said I understand...that you can move on without guilt. But I don't understand...there was nothing wrong...are you just crazy?

one more year and i am gone!!!!!!!!

I can't wait to spend more time with you. I can tell this is going to be amazing.

Sometimes I wonder if Im the reason he died. I know thats crazy cause I was only 8 but every year on the day he died, that thought haunts my dreams. I miss you!

I want to kill myself so bad because I feel like I have ruined my daughters life but I am scared to because I am scared she will miss me and I will ruin it more