I am afraid of growing old since it would mean depending on others

i want to find every girl that hurt you and hurt them in a worse way. i know you have issues but i'll be here rain or shine

Every so often I google the father of my child to see if his Obit shows up, so that one day I can be in peace that he won't "decide" to be a father to her.

i don't treat you like you should be treated, i know that now. You think I don't love you and do not need you...truth is..your the best thing in my life.

I wish you could see me, and how bad you hurt me. I hope you remember everything, because its burned into my brain forever.