When I am touching myself I often imagine that I am a country dwelling pagan amazon who invades a Christian village and make the men have crazy sex with me.

I feel so invisiable, like I'm a ghost to him. I want to run into his arms and never let go. I know I'll never be do that.

Now that we're back together I hate myself for what I have let you get away with...

i HATE your ****ing job, i dont care how much money you make, i never get to see you any more and when i just watch you sleep!

I have been hurt and abused by every boyfriend in my past that I don't know how to have a relationship now because it feels like you treat me too good.