you had been asleep and wanted to talk later. i insisted on meeting. i was going to propose. a year has passed since. i know you want to now. but i don't.

all i see is skin and bones, people say i;m sexy but i dont see it, i wish i could be happy with myself and finally become well rounded,

I wish I had the courage to be the man I was born to be.

You sent me to live with my alcoholic mother & her abusive hubby. Though you've taken in my now homeless, dysfunctional 30 year old self, I still feel abandoned

Everyone thinks I have a great life but I am truly Suffocating. I would leave but no one would understand