I get tired of being a nice, moral, ethical, intelligent and correct guy sometimes because it doesn't get me laid.

I secretly fantasize about being with another woman. I am married, but I want so badly to try being with another woman...I get turned on just writing about it..

My family loves you. If they only knew you cheated on me and physically and mentally abuse me

you molested me as a child and when you found out that your best friend was doing the same thing, you stopped. Now look at my life I hope you are happy

I'm not capable of love, I know how to mimic it very well, but i actually feel nothing. Its always been this way, even with my own family growing up.