i have secrets from my past that are haunting me everyday. i have lost all sense of security. my boyfriend has no idea. i pretend to be perfect.

I'm taking anti-depressants. People think I'm better because now I can 'fake it'. But I still numb inside and want it to be over.

I'm trying to cope with the fact that we just want eachother for sex. We will never love eachother. Why do I feel so wrong?

She wanted to have sex with me, I loved her, she didnt love me, I said no. Did I make a mistake?

People ask me why I'm still single. They know, as well as me, that the reason is I'm ugly.