I have a mutual crush on a guy 8 years younger than me at work. I'm not sure what I want more, my live-in bf to propose, or enjoy a bit of 'youth' culture.

Last night I dreamt you were a selfish, money grubbing whore. I have never had a dream that left a good message about you.

I'm male and the thought of being a woman excites me but the thought of being with a man disgusts me.

I've Been Chasing a Phantom. He's just a fantasy, an escape from a severed reality. His cruelty severed my heart from my soul..I shall seek him nevermore..Raven

We are too much alike! we're both hard-headed, and selfish. This IS exactly why we failed together. I want to give up.