My life is falling apart. I feel like I need to be high/drunk to get through it. The pain is tremendous, and being high lessons it if even for a bit. I need it!

Ever since I was raped by a black guy I've been nervous around all of them. They have always been very aggressive with me and I hate it. I carry mace now.

I cant stop thinking about my ex , its been 5 yrs since he held me last . I think I'm obsessed w/ him .

You werent there when I married my husband or when we welcomed our first son . I'm never going to see you again , I think about you every single day & it hurts

i dreamed about you last nite, it felt so real and i was finally happy again. when i woke up i knew the truth...i am still alone. i want to sleep forever now.