I secretly love the song Ice Ice Baby by Vanilla Ice. I will take this secret to my grave!!

My brother died 4yrs ago. His ashes were scattered in SF Bay. Every year on the anniversary of his death I dream of jumping off the bridge to join him.

While I know it is dangerous, I enjoy masturbating while driving.

I don't know why, but I love you, Steve.
I never love , but you do something to me.
I smelled your pillow after you left
me at the hotel.. I ache for you.

When i'm driving I often think about driving into a tree or into a semi truck so i can die and hope people miss me when i'm gone