my friend's son is a BRAT and I don't want her to bring him next time he visits!!!

Not one in 2wks, didn't tell anyone that I was going to quite and no one noticed until yesterday. No help, cold turkey, no desire, the mind is a powerful thing.

I feel lost since you left...I wish we had more time together....

I have no clue how to be a grown up.

If I didn't fear being a homeless bum, I would drive far far away from here without telling any of my friends or family. Just disappear like I was never there