She left me living with a dad who used to hit me and didn't talk to me for 10 years. I don't know her and I don't care to. She is "mother", but we are strangers

Can the dying please be over for a while? 7 people in less than 2 years. My Mother in law and both grandparents eluded you for now, so how about a truce, Death?

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I'd rather suffer from leukemia than be a disorganized schizophrenic. At least I would be somewhat normal.

I really really wish I could find you in this sea of lies.