Losing you was and is enormously hard for me. I long for death now to take me from this pain. If it wasn't for my child, I would have done it myself.. life without you is not the life for me at all.

I sometimes think I made a mistake marrying my wife

I got snowed in out of town. I then got drunk and had sex with another woman.

I coach my sons soccer team only beacuse the moms are all smokin hot.I close my eyes when we have sex and think of several of them

I'm young and I feel like my life is over. I just want to be loved. I don't ever feel love anymore. I want to die.

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