I got married way to young. He still thinks I love him. But I pretend for the kids.

I made out with my sister.

I never told her I loved her. She married my best friend :( . There isn't anything I can do now. Sometimes I feel so miserable about the whole thing I think about killing myself.

The goal was to have sex with a new man every week for a year. I made it a couple months. I met my new boyfriend the first week. shhhhhhhhhh

I am sick...very sick and have not told anyone...