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You had cancer, i had bad memories, and a gun to your head while you slept. It took all i had not to pull the trigger. The next morning i awoke to your passing.

You had cancer, i had bad memories, and a gun to your head while you slept. It took all i had not to pull the trigger. The next morning i awoke to your passing.

 
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P.S. from OP... My grandfather tortured, raped, and many numerous HORRIFYING things to me as a child/adolescent/teenager.
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you're right. I mixed em up. my fault!
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Sorry to hear that you suffered. Hope things are better for you now.
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Raped repeatly at an early age,I suffered internal damages. I endured seven years of surgeries for if it had made me childless I would have been raped mentally everyday of my life.
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I always said whatever money we had i paid for in bruises. Its wierd that all the help in the world never really relieves us totally. thanks for your honesty.
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I am so sorry to hear the horror you went through, I hope one day the nitemares end and some happiness will come back into your life. If you need to talk e-mail me at manic4u@yahoo.com. I am working thru my own abuse issues. Please let someone help you.
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