dont worry, i know the feeling, i have done it for the past 11 years now also, one day i can only pray that someone will benefit from my hiding the pain. keep your chin up... im sure one day it will be over for both of us.
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Your just the sort of person I wish I could meet. I love to hear others deepest truth, I love life and the wonderful crazy,scary and beautiful people in it. Find someone who is aching for your truth,vomit it on them with all your force and ask for nothing in return,this will feel so damn good.
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Talk to someone, if you don't have someone that you trust, call a help line, there is always someone there to help you see that life is worth it. right now you just need to refocus yourself. Change a variable, something else is bound to change with it. what don't you like about yourself? just one thing, work on changing it, pick something simple that is very doable and then move onto the more difficult areas of your life.good luck!*HUGS*
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10 years is a long time to keep that up. I don't think doing that much longer will kepp. I wish you could just be you and stop fearing the abondonment that will happen. There are people that won't like you and stop being your friend but there are some who won't, the true friends, and if everyone leaves then f*** em you didn't need them. Being alone is hard...I KNow, I am, well for the most part anyway....BUT Killing yourself isn't the answer because you really don't know whats coming after that? You know, what IF it's worse than this life? It could be better but thats just it...just wait and see, do your best Be who you want to be, f*** the rest. I get you and Hope the best for you. Be strong. If your a woman than you naturally are Stronger than Men lol :0
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I felt the same way until I saw someone and starting taking the pills. Now my mind is clear and I don't have the thoughts of taking my life. It's not your fault that you feel like this but it is your fault if you don't get help. It doesn't mean that you're weak, it means that you care. Please, take my advice.
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or......people would continue to walk away, indifferent
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I pretty all the time that I am okay/happy...but i think ppl are starting to catch on... I thought to myself maybe i am not that good at hiding it...
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