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I always feel like ppl are staring at me, judging me, talking about me..I am so critical of myself. Sometimes I do not believe that life is worth all of this...

I always feel like ppl are staring at me, judging me, talking about me..I am so critical of myself. Sometimes I do not believe that life is worth all of this...

 
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I was the same way, and still am to a certain extent, but you have to realize that most people are too caught up in their own lives to care about you...you need to remind yourself of this from time to time.
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I watch you each time you walk by my drive way.
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Yes it is true we are watching you.
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Are you a fat, disgusting slob of a whore? If so, we are.
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No, actually I am 5'5, 126 lbs, not fat.. I guess i've always been anxious and paranoid. I need to get some meds, but I have NO insurance. I tried to kill myself once before, but I think it was more like a cry for help to see who really cares. I think about death daily and I shouldn't.. I am engaged but don't feel connected. I do not feel like anyone is really on my side. I really don't have it all that bad, I own 2 homes and am going to school..I'm motivated but at the same time I hate myself.
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I am like this. And 2 up is an a** ****. HAs nothing better to do than judge other people?! Who has the lowself esteem in that equation ?!
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^Looks like you do.
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Looks like you should talk to your doctor about this or see a therapist. Your symptoms and the feelings of anxiety are very real and you should take them seriously.
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You never look at other people and judge them? Don't lie now.
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only for a moment!! Then back to my life!!!
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I could've written this post. I used to enjoy going out, but not since nothing is ever good enough. I would rather cut off fingers before leaving the house to even go to work. Everyone out there just wants to either screw you or screw you over or both. Say one thing and do another. Put you down, steal from you, cheat on you, ect.
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Life is not worth it at all.
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I only judge tits, asses, and faces. In whichever order they appear.
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Just because you are paranoid, doesn't mean everyone ISN'T out to get you.
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You need to get yourself some Gabapentin.
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you think all that stuff is happening because it is!!! people are going to look at you and judge you every f***ing day...you know what i say? SO WHAT...WHO CARES
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^Exactly...who gives a flying f**k? I used to care so much and all it got me was misery. People are going to think and say what they want rather it is true or not. Just learn how to let it roll off your back...keep smiling no matter what...don't EVER let them see you sweat!
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Let me break the news to you. You just aren't that important or interesting.
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Lets put it this way....Who even cares what people are thinking or are saying? Because you and me both know that people are just dumb and majority of people only care about themselves anyways. Just live your life do your best and enjoy the haters, they are actually there to confirm that you are awesome.
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2^ Neither are you!
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